Hey Keethu, this will take a while to complete are you ready?

The Apology

I admit it took forever to make this, but I hope it is worth it. Yeah, I admit I got very sad and angry regarding this topic, but I hid many things related to it. I started many unwanted fights just to avoid this topic because I wanted this 'Lovebug' to be a surprise. This needed planning, research, and ideas, you know? So I tried changing topics...

I am really sorry it took forever to make this. There are and might be more errors in this because I had to ramp this up quickly before you kill me. I initially planned this for our anniversary, but I was not satisfied with the progress of the idea, so I thought I'd take more time to present this Lovebug for Valentine's Day.

I know you have been wanting this (I don't know if you'll like it anymore since you are mad enough to kill me)... I knew you were expecting something from me... and I was thinking about it too. When you sent reels similar to my idea, I felt bad... like, is it too common? Am I not making something special? Would you like it? Would you think I made it just because you sent the reel? Would you think I made it just because I am supposed to? Would you think I made it because you expected and asked me many times?

I am very sad it reached this extent. I tried my hardest to avoid that convo... of course, you know it is so hard to have that convo as I am always working on it... you know it is very hard not to talk about it... pavam ente koch koree kalam ayi kaath nikun… shuttu.. njn ariyanjito atho sremikkanjito alla..

I wanted to make it special without any previous talk about it.. I hope you know what I mean.. what I had to manage while doing this.. so you'll know I made it because I wanted to.. nothing else. And our Tom and Jerry fights were no less back then that led to the lagging of development, but I was a shitty person... that led to fights.

A 100,000 sorrys won't fix it, I know, but to satisfy my guilt and regret... I have to say this...

I AM REALLY REALLY SORRRRYYY💐

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Do you want this badly my love?

Well here comes one of the important part...

The Love Letter

I have already written you few love letters, but nothing is enough to express my feelings, my thoughts, my everything to you.

I genuinely want to thank you for keeping me, loving me, and doing everything to make me happy at my lowest. Yes, I am at my lowest, and as my partner, you definitely know it. I have been struggling mentally very much. To every single person I open up to about my void, a default statement I make is: 'ente ool illayrnel njn ipo oninnum ila…you wont see me atleast like this now , she is the only one making me hold on.'

Yes, definitely, you are the one making me hold on. Each and every fight we had wasn't just a fight or a reason to cry..looking back now, I can see that at least there is something I truly care about and love. Each day, randomly, I wish to hug you out of nowhere.

You already read my apology back there, but I still want you to know that I am truly, truly sorry for everything that made you uncomfortable and miserable. For making you take deep breaths. Actually, I wish to make you take deep breaths, but in another way, hehe 😉.

Thank you for being transparent, and for being rude where you should be , ennumvech karunakanikkand nikkalle ente ponn kunja

I usually think, do I love you enough? Am I making you happy? And on days when you feel the same... I feel my life is destroyed... my battery drains completely. But I just know... I can't process certain things without this kundi penn. I just know I love you so much.

I wish I could express more than what I am doing right now, more than what I made for you right now. I hope this LOVEBUG makes you happy, even though you said you wouldn't want it. Be happy always.